Don’t even know why I wrote this like this. It’ll probably be gone soon.

Days past
Our lives got hectic;

You got really busy,
Obviously I’m not
Under the assumption that you don’t want to

Make time for me, because I know that
It’s hard to juggle two things at the 
Same time especially when one of those things is
So important to you. So if it

Means I have to come second place I’ll
Eventually get used to it. I

?

Can get over myself,
And I can find other ways to occupy my time. I
Understand, but it’s going to take
Some time to get used to it.
Eventually, we might have to deal with something more demanding and

I hope
That I’ll

Be more prepared for it, instead of
Lying under the covers wondering if it’s
Okay to call you and just… talk like old times
Without disturbing you.
So when I say this, I

Mean
It and I
Say all this to, well get it off my chest, but also to
Show you that
I‘m still thinking about you even when we’re
Not
Getting to say it as much. Yep. I love

You and maybe doing all this was the
Only way that I’d help myself
Understand.

.